I hate life.....

I hate my life. So many things had happened, and nobody told me anything..nothing. I know it seems stupid, but somehow i feel like just crying and just disappear from this world. That's what I hope I can do. Because that's the only thing I can do to make everything alright again. Everytime i have time to think, I wonder..whether is everything is an act, or is it really real. It's like I'm getting isolated..drifting from all my friends. It's like I'm an empty shell. A dead boy still breathing.

WHOO-HOO!!!!

OMZG!!! I'm like so happyyyyy today. something special happened today!! But I'm not telling.xD. It's a secret. Anyways, today the school brought our entire class to...(drumroll)..AMK Librarry!! At first i thought it would be like so awesome, but sadly..it wasn't..we just sat in some room, listening to some librarian talking. I almost fell asleep but                  kept me awake. then after that, some of us went home by ourselves. And that's when the special thing happened. OMZG!!!!! I was like freaking happy lahhh> WHOO-Hoo!!!!